| goodbye goodbye |
[14 Jan 2008|11:59pm] |
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it is finally time to bid goodbye to this journal and start afresh elsewhere. a new year, a fresh slate.
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| yay! |
[09 Nov 2007|10:22pm] |
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Olivia - a little pain |
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i miss xy and pey. sometimes they are truly the only ones that remind me that i have still have friends. the nara flyer xy sent was a an unforgettable gesture and emails/ smses from pey never fails to warm my heart. luckily i can see them real soon. =)
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| oh gee |
[11 Oct 2007|04:20pm] |
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Matchbox 20 - Unwell |
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Your eating personality is Swing Eater
Swing Eaters eat "good" foods in public and "bad" foods in private and never feel satisfied. You have an internal battle going on between what you think you should be eating and what you truly desire. You swing from severely restricting your eating to overindulging. You would like to achieve a more balanced and healthier eating style but you're not sure how to do it.
Your exercising personality is Set Routine Repeater
Set Routine Repeaters have a fixed exercise routine that also keeps their weight fixed. You're proud that you finally developed a routine that's comfortable for you. But when exercise gets too comfortable, it means your muscles stop being challenged and you can easily get bored. It's time for the "queen of routine" to break out of this pattern!
Your coping personality is Self Scrutinizer
Self Scrutinizers overemphasize the things they don't like about themselves and underemphasize the good stuff. You feel ashamed of your body which impairs your feelings of self-worth and your social life. You know being so down all the time isn't a good thing but you're not sure how to stop the negative self-talk that keeps you there.
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| the quest |
[12 Aug 2007|11:01pm] |
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Kinki Kids - Bonnie Butterfly |
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a substantial amount of time has lapsed since i last updated my blog. a great number of things happened in the interval but it's weird how i should start so i should do it in a stream of consciousness manner - random and haphazardly. so i ended my internship. i went shopping as usual to quell my inner demons. had a trim. running/ brisk walking daily or on alternate days. tropical fantasy cruise complete with princess grade spa treatments.
4 months of sobriety from ice-cream.
3 months free of starbucks.
2.5 months free of chips.
i'd like to think i'm right on track.
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| 嬉くない |
[12 Aug 2007|10:31pm] |
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Matchbox 20 - Unwell |
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宿命とは、この世に生まれてきたこと... 私もそう思う. 自分の宿命と運命は違うわ. 宿命は変わらない。
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| the things that make me smile! |
[15 Jul 2007|11:35pm] |
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cheerful |
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Arcade Fire - Black Mirror |
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the weekend had been a blast. harry potter. nike free in green (yes, in that exact shade). zara heels in electric blue (in that exact font shade as well). zara neon pink giant tee. new slacker leather + canvas sling bag. new aviator shades. truly, i build my happiness upon cosumerism and materialism. i love this world that over-consumes. =)
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| my name is mikaela |
[10 Jul 2007|09:50pm] |
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Smashing Pumpkins - 1979 |
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tim tams. turkish apple tea. hazar boncuk bracelet. thanks and no thanks.
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| project mayhem |
[05 Jul 2007|02:11am] |
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the sole reason why i have continuous posts is because my emotions have come under serious assault. reasons for emotional duress include crying for-god-knows-why at 2 am, going back to where it all begun circa 2004 and that bugging remark. i will start on my personal project mayhem from this moment on. first task on project mayhem is a 1 hr pure cardio workout during lunch. i've already cancelled most dinner appointments, so i should be safe! stomach flu is a meanie.
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| 皆もクズだ |
[04 Jul 2007|11:34pm] |
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爱爱爱 |
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livejournals and facebooks are strange in the sense that while they may be inanimate objects; they devour you and consume you whole. for me, it really all boils down to jealousy and insecurities. in the end, i still love him pretty much. i hate to say that but i'd say it again. i do love him. on a side note, i'm having a health problem. been having chest pains after gym sessions. i think the end of my life is arriving. or maybe in cheesy ala gackt manner - i am certainly descending into darkness. oh my fucking god.
ps/ my personal test of willpower starts tomorrow! wish me luck!
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| some love |
[21 Jun 2007|02:48am] |
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L' Arc~en~Ciel - Seventh Heaven |
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after the impulse buy of that miu miu dress, i succumbed to my inner complusive shopping freak and bought another two today. a black one with a pretty lace front and a vintage button-down dress. will probably be pairing the vintage dress with my penny loafers and brown purse. shopping on bankai mode is a good feeling that comes once in a while. also, i have finally gotten my hands on the larc single (after a great deal of inner turmoil and sleepless nights). i got the hyde paper figure by the way. lucky me! i seriously think the groupie in me will never die out. buck-tick has a banging single too and i am now wavering between getting the limited edition - complete with hot pictures (i presume of atsu) or the normal edition one. even gackt has shown improvement with his latest offering. i feel 14 again with all these hot men clamouring for screen time. i've also realised that sometimes, there is nothing that cannot be taken care off with a box of starbursts or a wild shopping trip and that includes fainting at work hence getting the day off to do these wild stuff. if that makes any sense. =)
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